man, I think the people that know me here are just waiting for me to revert to form and make you cry....
but in reality... I have gone to temple lately... and have covered some of the anger and feelings I have for people like yourself that are , frankly lower than I.
My advice is... beware. Life gets even. It will get even with you. You are a bad little kid. One that has shity parents and it has twisted your life.
You may be ok... you may not. Here you are wrong. And really I dont even care about that. I try to pity you, but that is hard for me. Its really hard for me. But I do.
gl in life because here on CC forums... you lost.